The time has arrived. I received the all clear this week from the doctor. Although this is such a blessing, Starting over can have an emotional and/or mental toll. I do feel liberated to be able to get back out there and do the things I had become accustomed to. And hopefully I will keep my eye on the lessons learned along the way during my healing process.
Returning to work today brought with it many mixed feelings. Missing hanging out at the house began as soon as I pulled out of the driveway. Unsure of what had changed at work began as soon as I pulled in the parking lot. But there were so many people so welcoming and supportive. I was reminded of my strengths and confidence in my abilities to lead a great group of people. But as I learned while off my feet, I MUST take time for myself and that worrying will only get me nowhere fast. Not that I've accomplished the worrying thing, but I hope to have a better grasp on it going forward.
So many things ahead of me that I'm ready to hit head first and over come step by step, I must remain focused. It WILL come, step by step, climb by climb. I welcome ALL those who surround me with love and support and thank each and everyone with all my heart. No matter how strong the strongest person think they are, everyone thrives when they are surrounded with support and love.
Whatever your struggle, whatever your climb, just keep moving. It may be sideways or in circles at times, but just keep moving. (That was directed at me but if it works for you....woohoo!!)
